Life of the ordinary

Ok 不用废话，今日是2012年的最后一天 回头一望， 还真是有好多回忆。 就像一面走路时，回头看着自己放着的石粒 继续向前走时，又放一颗石头， 为自己的未来铺路。 每次来到年尾， 就开始思考得到了什么，又失去什么。 不重要。 因为人生只有一次 时间不曾停留，不曾回首。 至于2013年， 我一定要做得最好。 把我一生的拼劲干尽！ 就这样，一语道尽。 而你又在等什么？ 2013年，你好！

过了圣诞节， 我听了五月天的专辑《第二人生》的歌曲。 我第一次听完一首专辑里的歌曲， 因为每一首都很好听。 真的，至少我是这么认为。 我对这五位， 只有满满的尊敬。 五月天是个很棒的乐团， 从不介意世俗的眼光，充分地发挥了独特的摇滚精神。 我忘了我第一次听的歌是什么， 但无论是‘天使’，‘离开地球表面’，‘突然好想你’， ‘放肆‘还是’孙悟空‘ 旋律都一直环绕在我的脑海里，余音挥之不去。 五月天的歌曲对我来说， 有很大的意义。 是休息站。 是启程的提示。 是勇敢的象征。 是我落魄使的动力。 每一句的歌词， 都让我深思， 自己的懦弱， 自己的不足， 真是惭愧啊。 这张专辑也不例外。 感动，热血，勇敢， 每一首歌曲都包含着满满的情感。 他们所要传递的信息， 简单明僚。 时时刻刻都在提醒着我人生的可贵。 以下是专辑的曲目： 1）2012 （末日嘛，提醒着我究竟我还未做什么，而如今传说中的末日也都过了，我一定会去完成我想做的事） 2）仓颉 （它是个抒情歌曲，表达出思念，它副歌的每一句歌词，都让我为之动容） 多遥远 多纠结 多想念 多无法描写 疼痛 和疯癫 你都看不见 想穿越 想飞天 想变成 造字的仓颉 写出 能让你快回来的诗篇 3）洗衣机（无论如何，一定要去youtube看官方mv,你才能彻底地了解这首歌的意义。妈，我听了这首歌后，蛮惭愧的，我以后会尽量改善我的坏脾气） 4）歪腰（摇滚的同时，传递正面的信息。提醒着我，失败就失败！但别被失败打倒！超热血的这首歌）:D 5) 干杯（哈哈，这首歌我也推荐去看mv,讲述了一个人的一生，从呱呱坠地，小学，国中，高中，大学，出社会，谈恋爱，成家立业，至到死亡，怀念着他一生中所邂逅的人。回忆的确是美好的） 会不会 有一天 时间真的能倒退 退回 你的我的 回不去 悠悠的岁月 也许回 有一天 世界真的有终点 也要和你举起回忆酿的甜 和你再干一杯 6）我不愿让你一个人（当我去youtube听Doraemon的版本时，我真的哭了。这首歌，可以是阐述友情，或爱情。述说着彼此很深的羁绊，有一方却要离开了，夹杂着苦涩的不舍和祝福，希望离开的那一方能有更好的生活） 7）星空（也是表达着思念的歌曲，回忆着两人所经历的种种，而因为另一方不在...

I'm alive typing this post  LOL I don't believe it anyway Dude I'm staying alive to enjoy year 2013 which I believe will be awesome ^^ Anyway today is Winter Solistice. Traditionally we will eat tang yuan Which signifies reunion :) 团圆，是很有意义的词汇 你多久没与家人相聚？ 这个日子，意义非凡。 无论是否世界末日，都应该珍惜与家人相处的时间。 就算世界末日，也意味着人类的重生。 就算没有世界末日，这反而提醒我们珍惜自己所拥有的，做好自己，充实地过每一天 ^_^ The saying of the end of the world, Whether it is true or not, Gives a message, reminding us to appreciate what we have :) What are the things you haven't done? Go for it :) And Happy Winter Solistice 冬至快乐！ 又长大一岁了 :-D

A word I think we all know. It's easy to believe, Whether believing in people ,believing in yourself or believing in words from a particular book. Is believing equal to trusting? 在华文字典里，相信和信任有接近的意思。 Forgive me I don't know why I'm starting to analyse stuff like this. Must be all that cake I ate just now. :) I believe that believing is giving hope to yourself. As I said, it's easy to believe, but the real actions are another matter. But somehow that belief drives people to success and also failure. Don't stop believing, but at the same time push yourself to do the very best :)

Damn I haven't blogged for ages. Due to the problems of my house computer. So what's hot these days? The saying of the end of the world. 世界末日-2012.12.21 Which happens to be two days later. Forget about the end of the world. To me really I don't give a damn. Im just experiencing normal life during this holiday. Ok I admit my life during holiday period is just unhealthy. Constantly I will watch DVDs with my brother till 1am in the morning. With the excuse which I use everyday-it's the holidays! Chillax! Though the holidays are about to end. And about 2 weeks left its back to school life. The final year in SMKKB. The year which decides all. I haven't really done much during this holiday. And seriously now I'm just thinking about the plans for next year. And enough of the crap really,those who are reading this post won't care what plans I made. :) But really there are some things I've thought about it a lot, some words that I try to pra...

Yes, see the header? Life is a box of chocolates. You'll never know what you get. I took this quote from my favourite author-Giddens (九把刀） That means, life is full of unknowns, ups and downs. 人生总是起起伏伏。 Success is determined by attitude, a principle i try to believe in. 态度决定成败。 What you do now determines your future. 现在你所做的决定你的未来。 I believe myself to be matured. To know what I should do. Focus on a goal and just go for it. 我相信自己是成熟的 因为自己知道自己想要的是什么。 锁定目标，拼命地往前冲。 But I know i haven't done enough. There is something i need to acheive. That is  full commitment in doing everything. 但我知道自己做得不够好。 有些东西我必须达到。 就是责无旁贷，心无杂念，专心一致地做好某件事情。 So after the monologue just now. The screen shifts to my recent life. My brother is sitting for his SPM examination. He is sitting for his Maths paper today, I wish him all the best, Next, the end year results came out. My results dropped. But I got 1st in class and 3rd in whole form Which I find a surprising achievemen...

Bored these days, So I watched drama! =D 步步惊心! Quite ok actually. Bwahaha after a week of spamming Ive finished the 40 episodes. Im quite proud of myself =P Though the ending almost made me cry. Still its worth watching. Ill be waiting for the next series =) And then, 中国好声音! Amazing! OMG, Some of the contestants really want to make me cry. So touching =( I watched the blind auditions only. Some of my favourites were: 李代沫-我的歌声里 丁丁-爱要坦荡荡 赵露-我是一只小小鸟 多亮-小情歌 歌浴森-征服 Damn they were good, Although some compared to the American version of The Voice. Its totally different things anyway, But undeniably The American version of The Voice has more different and special voices. I guess I had to do some planning for the next few months. Time passes so fast. In the blink of an eye, My form 4 days are about to end. Everything will come back to full flow tomorrow. Study, society and debate competition. Today at 12pm, The form 3 juniors will be celebrating and rejoicing...

Whatssup? OMG I haven't blogged for nearly two months. For this post, Im going to type as long as I can =D Ready? Countdown! 3 2 1 Let's start with my life near the end of August. The most memorable thing I recall of is the class decoration event in conjunction of our National Day! =D And.... WE WON FIRST! =D It was another display of great teamwork by our class. Yet another page of awesome memories in school life, Of course it can't be perfect without photos! Great!!! Bwahahahahaha, gang of morons =P And then....... At the start of September... It was my birthday! =D Thanks to my best friends, Siew Hwei and Jaclyn for giving me presents. I really loved them. <3 And thanks for all who texted me. Joe Yee, Sze Yin, Hui Yee and many more And thank you to all friends of Facebook who wished me on my wall. Well, Im officially 16 anyway. Won't tell my birthday wishes though =P I just hope I can have another awesome year like  2012! An...

这个post, 不会有图片,只有满满的文字. 那天8月11日, 是很忙的一天. 我们这个月所牺牲的时间,睡眠, 都会在这天看到成果. 而这天真的很难忘 因为这个日子包含我们所有筹委们的心血和汗水. 在这里. 虽然有点迟, 但还是必须向所有的筹委们说上万分的感谢. 你们很棒,我超爱你们的, =) 到了接棒仪式,已经是晚上了, 只有我们这群人在礼堂, 尽情地呼喊,大吵大闹. 仪式开始了, 但是我的心开始呐喊, 我真希望这个仪式不会开始, 因为象征着中五的高委们真的卸任了, 那群嘻嘻哈哈的大哥哥,大姐姐们真的就此卸任了. 当我听着他们为我们创作的歌曲时, 我真的哭了, 因为真的是万分的不舍 尤其是Derrick,Laura,晓恩和嘉宏. 我真的舍不得. 总觉得过了这个接棒仪式他们就会离开我们. 我看着中四的好伙伴们一个一个地上台接棒,上任新的职位. 最后, 舞台上只剩下我,芯孜,和劭任. 当会忞宣布我是2012/2013年华文学会主席的那一刻, 我无法压抑地大哭, 因为心理装的是满满的不舍. 那一刻的心情只有不舍. 过了那一晚,我带着满脑的思绪回家. 看着会忞传给我的王冠 和她的礼物, 我真的没用, 只会一直哭. 星期一, 我收到Derrick的信, 我再次鼻酸,我再次流泪. 这次,我是因感动而哭. 原来他真的知道,知道我所做的一切. 认同我的努力. 他的一字一句, 也让我释怀不少. 我对我自己许下了承诺, 我一定会好好地带领华文学会. 继续组织我们的大家庭 谢谢你们的美好. 最后 我真的很爱华文学会

Hmm If you find this post weird Go ahead Cuz Ive no idea what I'm writing about either. Blues retirement last monday And our badge has risen up to the ranks It was a good ending. For Chinese Society, It will be next Saturday. Hope all of us can pull this out like a boss xD Damn I just feel empty these days. Cuz lots of things happen. And I don't know how to summarize it. I know that relations between people are just so tough to handle. It can be solved. But it'll be tough. That's how I think anyway. Now if I am to end this moody post, it'll be crap. So here goes about the tiny details of what's going on. Firstly, It's NEWS ALL AROUND THE WORLD! Our beloved Datuk Lee Chong Wei has won the Olympics badminton semi-final match between Chen Long 21-13, 21-14, awesome!! I was basically nervous and cheering whenever he gets a point. And of course, the man he will be playing in the final is Lin Dan =) They are arch rivals, but good fri...

Hmm I feel like I haven't blogged for a long time. Just a random update on what's going on with me and others at school. Recently, I read a book about career jobs that my brother lent me. I then started thinking what course should I take during college and university = = I know Im thinking too far. I haven't even finished my form 4 life and SPM. But I thought it was a good thing to think about At least I have an aim and maybe it will push me to do better in further exams. My mum wanted me to enroll in matriculaton. I checked its website. There was only a choice for art stream students. Accounting stream 4 Subjects: Mathematics, Business Studies, Economics and Accounts I don't really like accounting, but the one thing I like about matriculation is its short period of studies, which is 9 months. Of course for that 9 months you will need to work harder than hell. And its so hard to get a place in matriculation. And my mum wanted me to enroll in form 6 i...

昨天是体育节 怡颖找我谈天. 我也正想找她 我有好多话想对她说 因为我想理清我的误会. 但是我来不及. 她对我说她最近发生的事 说她面临的压力. 可能我真的不会安慰人. 还好守言过来了. 他的一字一句都点醒了我 守言也许是对的. 无论你做得多好, 可能你一句感谢也得不到. 相反如果你做错一件事情 谩骂声就会从四处响起. 我曾被压力打倒好多次 但我还不曾因为压力而崩溃 可能我还没经历那么多 我觉得我很幸运 因为我身边有很多人提点我 让我找到解决方案 最近很多人在面临问题 秀慧也是 但守言的话是对的 你不可能去满足每一个人的需求 你遇见十个人 你就必须懂得对待这十个人的方法 而且每一个方法都不同 有洭在毕业前对我说的话, 我到至今也记得很清楚: 不是每一件事情都在你的控制范围以内, 但是不要让否定你的人或遇到的挫折去影响你应有的责任感 虽然我知道怡颖的确能者多劳 我也很惊讶, 她竟然有关心华文学会的事物 我可能误会她了 我不应该在面试时说那些话吧 但我有一点我不能认同她 她不能信任她的同伴 我承认她有办事能力 但这不是你一个人的事情 不只你一个人在承担着压力或责任 我是觉得如果你不学会信任, 你将来不会是一个好领袖 因为你既然不能信任 又何能让其他人听你的话呢? 所以我一定要跟她说清楚 你们又认为呢?

Whatssup? I haven't blogged for ages. There's dust all around now. Yup, if you see the title, I had a bad day. First I was scolded by mum because my interview with Chinese Society went late. She had to wait for half an hour It wasn't my fault But I have to take the blame anyway. I feel frustrated Then the next thing that made me angry was I lost RM80! OMG but Im sure it was stolen because Ive put it in my bag Argh a lesson for me not to be so careless So I have to start saving up again. Nothing much happening these days. Hmm Hari Terbuka No comments from my class teacher. Weird And then the interview today Oh well no matter what post I get in the end I will try my best and do well. And by the way LONDON OLYMPICS 2012 IS ABOUT TO START! Gambateh to all Malaysian atlhetics! Especially Datuk Lee ! =D That's all Lazy to blog on Ciaos!

Hmmm 其实我一直在想一个问题. 关于人缘的问题 与人的相处之道 对我来说是个高深莫测的学问 *注意 这里指的人不是我 我觉得一个人讨厌你 不是你的问题 可能我们做人的方法,说话的方式不同 得不到共识 没关系 但如果很多人讨厌你 我觉得你就必须检讨自己 自己为什么那么不受欢迎 你不能不当一回事 活在自己的世界 你以后的生活会很惨 人不是完美 但你可以从别人的批评指教做改变 你也回感谢他们 我也还在学习当中 总而言之: 今天的领悟 学习承认自己的错误,接受批评是很重要的

这篇文章, 我要献给我的妈妈. 一路以来, 我以为她很偏心 觉得她比较疼爱我的哥哥 我甚至觉得 她生我的气, 也没什么大不了. 至到那一天, 她用哽咽的语气, 把她承受的压力和不满, 全部发泄出来. 我永远不会忘记, 她语气里蕴藏着的疲惫,失望和无奈. 我才醒觉, 我才知道. 我的妈妈, 我最敬爱的妈妈, 怀胎十月把我生下来的妈妈, 才是家里的支柱, 她才是把责任往自己身上抗 却从不喊累的女强人. 从那一刻起, 我决定要努力读书, 决定减轻妈妈的负担. 不再让她生气. 不再让她担心. 最近, 我意外地得到全级第一名, 我才看到她久违的笑容. 她笑咪咪地请我吃披萨, 因为她答应我的要求. 我说过如果考到全级十名以内 她就要请我吃. 她也遵守承诺. 但我已决定了, 我要继续努力, 在追求梦想之余, 我也要以成绩争取妈妈的笑容. 我不要钱,我不要奖励, 我只要她微笑. 如果我做得到, 我一定会尽力去做. 我不知如何用华丽的言语去表达我对妈妈的感谢, 但我要感恩 我的妈妈是爱我的. 妈,谢谢你. 我爱你. 另外,这一篇就献给我的挚友, 李猷镛 他刚过生日, 625 哈哈我在他的卡上写了一些蛮肉麻的话, 但无所谓啦, 我知道他跟我想的一样 其实有些人会奇怪我怎么跟这个男生那么密切的来往 但我不觉得稀奇,反而觉得骄傲 因为我可以跟一个男生有一段互相信任 纯纯的友谊. 他就是那么的特别. 之前我很担心他 但现在 我选择时时刻刻,毫无条件地相信他 因为我相信他会自己做判断 他一定知道身边还是有很多人关心他. 哈哈,想必他应该感到惊喜 因为守言精心策划了要去他家庆祝生日, 就是今天晚上. 谢谢你,李猷镛 成为我的兄弟,姐妹和知己. 总而言之,谢谢你们 我会好好珍惜我身边爱我的人. <3

Hmm Second term of school I really have nothing to say. Homework, activities, teacher's grumbling, Mr Leong's long and boring talks, AS USUAL. What Im really caring about now is my friends. All of them seem to be facing problems in life. Im not that great, nor am I a psychologist. Its just Im giving out advice I don't know whether it can help them. I just hope they pull it through. Hwei- stay strong, I know you will be over with him Jaclyn- Im still worried what will happen to you. Joey- Dear, I know you can do it! Jun Bin - Bro, no matter what decision you make, I'll support you to the end. Yewa- You've done your best, tears make you stronger. Hmm I don't know Maybe Im not that good in dealing with relationships Whether friendship, love or teamwork. I do care, seriously

Today was a holiday for K-Bians. And I sat in my home doing NOTHING AT ALL. Aaaah Ignore the face. Im childish. All right quit the crap since I have nothing to do I decided to blog I thought about what happened for these 6 months. Wow actually Ive already been a form 4 student for 6 months. Can you believe that? Time passes really fast. Anyway I thought about my friends. My seniors My teachers What happened to them What we've been through In time, maybe Ill forget some of them Im afraid to do so Every memory is so precious and unreplacable. I fear about forgetting their faces and our memories What will we all be in 10 years or 20 years time? Will we still chat and laugh our heads out on a stupid joke Or will we walk pass like strangers without recognizing each other at all? I hate the feeling. Am I thinking too much? Maybe I should stop this And focus on my second term in school

Hmm Sports Day is over. Purple house was the champion overall. Congrats My house ( yellow) got second place by a mere 5 marks. Yet I am happy, but also guilty because I think I did not contribute anything for my house. I made myself a promise and to Joe Yee that I will give more commitment next year. Maybe Ill help to do the notice boards, murals and khemah =) And then, of course we got back our exam results. Well, except for moral as our teacher had made a transfer. Surprisingly, I got all As in the 9 subjects that had been given out ( A+, A and A-) I didn't expect it, really. But I guess choosing the subjects that I really like helps a lot. I can't imagine myself studying Physics when I hate it so much. But its a fact that my science stream friends are having a harder life than me. God knows that Biology, Physics and Chemistry aren't a pushover. Anyway, THE DAY THAT MOST OF US FEAR is on the 4th of July. Where PARENTS come to take your report ca...

I got back my BM paper today. Surprisingly, and completely out of my expectations, I got an A- for BM! =D Actually Puan Normah was not marking up to her usual standards, She told us. Siew Hwei came out on top Of course With her PROWESS in writing essays that no one understands xD Thats how I pictured her to be xD I also felt happy for Jun Bin, because he and I expected him to fail, because before that we knew Puan Normah's standards. He passed! =D So did Sam! Good job guys. Its just the beginning, Ill be working a lot harder from now on to improve my BM. Thank you Puan Normah. Ill perform much better next time =) Its actually a happy feeling when you achieved something out of your expectations. Lesson of today Yes, when you expect nothing, you won't suffer disappointment. Surprised and happy is better than disappointment, right? I think Ill get back our Chinese, Accounts and Maths papers tomorrow. Wish us luck!

See the header? Yes, a day ago I had the most craziest journey and I never once thought I will complete it! So Ill start from the beginning. Firstly, today I was supposed to go to Crystal Crown Hotel, Petaling Jaya to watch the national Chinese debate final with Vooi Vrung and two of my juniors Choi Man and Huey Yi. The night before that we posted on our own group and they confirmed they will be at the Kepong KTM station at 7.30 a.m By the way, this will be my second time taking the KTM this week. I arrived early at 7.15 a.m and started to wait. And then I waited till 8.00 a.m, and I was starting to panic. Where those guys could have been? So I called Yewa and got Pei Kay's number from her, then I called Pei Kay. I told her about my problem and I got Vooi Vrung's number from her, I called 3 times in a row and he didn't answer my calls, isssh!!! I started to get a bit frustrated then Pei Kay tried calling Choi Man for me but it was fruitless. Then I reached Voo...

Yep, a week has passed after my latest post, so Ill have an update on my outing with that crazy gang of sisters. We chose to take the KTM to Mid Valley on the 1st of June ( Friday ) I thought it was awesome to start June life with an outing, anyway Jaclyn fetched me at 9.15 a.m to the train station.And then Siew Hwei and Jasmyn arrived shortly after 15 minutes and our journey begins! =D We watched the 11.30 a.m movie, one ticket was RM15, its expensive but luckily we managed to have good seats anyway. =) Yes! We watched Snow White and the Huntsman =D Personally, I think the queen is more beautiful than Snow White, but she's a bit scary with her all-black outfit. And Prince William was actually very HANDSOME! Oh and before that, went to a nice shop named Living Cabin, its just a few shops away from the cinema. It branches a range of nice objects and souveniers there, go there, i highly recommend it! The purpose I went there was to buy birthday presents for my two fri...