Life of the ordinary

OK, long time haven't update my blog already. So here's a short and random post. Im still VERY VERY busy now. Debate competitions, homework and Chinese Society + piano classes Argh, really can't manage that well. Ive neglected my homework for a week, cuz i need to prepare for debate competition outside school. Ive also haven't practice piano for a week >< Haiz, have to catch up with my homework this weekend and finish up as much as possible. =( A lot happened these days, SPM results of course, 47 seniors got straight As, Congratulations =) My sis Suk Huey got 7As and 3Bs, so proud of her achievement, because she really worked hard =) So did my craziest senior in ALL TIME HISTORY- Yau Hong, he got 8As and he was so happy that he hugged all of us =) Woah and Soh Chen came on top with straight As will lots of A+. Congratz again =D Pei Zhen with her team came out 2nd in the girls group of the 2012 zon sentul chess competition. And she managed to quali...

今天是校内辩论比赛. 我难过, 虽然赢了, 但总觉得我没有尽力做到最好. 评审说我犯了很多错误. 最佳辩论员由伟荣获得. 他在场上表现不错, 所以这是理所当然的. 但那个人突然走过来, 笑咧咧地讽刺我 竟然输给一个比我迟两年加入辩论组的队友(最佳辩论员) 我本来已经很难过. 听到这句话, 我的信心严重地被打击. 在排回桌椅的时候, 我忍不住了, 当场哭了 我的队友不断在安慰我, 说我的实力是被认同的. 但回到家在冲凉的时候还是掉眼泪 但我现在没事了, 只是在这里发泄一下. 明天我还得参加校外辩论比赛, 我没有时间去难过了. 我必须振作, 我还必须写完我的稿 我还必须带领学妹. 下个星期的复赛我会加油的!

校外辩论比赛在这个星期六 我面对时间的不足和背负带领学妹们的压力 时间真的很少 而且校内辩论比赛在这个星期五 我希望能以实力打一场漂亮的胜仗. 我会付出200%的努力 尽我所能来赢这两场比赛. 加油,郭皓盈

Saturday 11.30pm Went to Pak Hailam to discuss about debate stuff with Peii Kay, Choi Man,Chang Xi and Yue Myng. Kept ordering food all the way so that the waiters would not glare at us =P Anyway glad that I can come out Really have to work hard for this debate competition next Saturday And the school debate competition next Friday. Don't know whether I can manage that much. Hope we can pull it through as a team and win =D SMKB debators, gambateh! Rock on!

我越来越不理解我的妈和哥. 他们二人都是双子座 二人说的话也如出一撤. 总觉得,他们不曾给我认同. 我的观点也与他们完全不一样. 就拿这次的月考成绩来说, 这次,我的成绩出乎意料地好. 他们对我的成绩没什么见解. 他们都说这只是月考罢了. 相反,如果我的成绩差, 只会对我百般讽刺. 我爸没说什么. 我尊重他的沉默. 因为他对我非常信任. 我的努力,他是知道的. 成绩考砸了, 也只会说几句责备的话. 我依然非常努力, 假期了, 都不知为什么我会那么努力. 这不像平常的我. 总之,我誓必要在这次的年中考获得好成绩. 我那么努力是一件好事吗? 我想要什么? 我要证明什么? 我只觉得跟他们的距离越来越远. 我不喜欢他们. 我努力也不会想到他们. 真的. 爸,还是你最好了. 谢谢您

I feel bored. I don't know why Im working so hard. Dude,its the holidays. Why am I so stressed up? God only knows. School life is always fun. Despite us complaining about teachers and exams and the whole lot of crap stuff. Im not into any relationships now, I haven't thought of that for a long time. My last one eventually has a new girl to accompany with. Just go with the flow, my friends beside me lately were suffering so much. But there will be a rainbow at every end. Hope my mood can come back. I really want to be hardworking and enjoying life at the same time. Just smile =)

Yeah, the 1st day of a week off holiday. Actually Im quite busy. With homework,debate,carnival and all the stuff coming up. So i have to make a schedule. I have two debate competitions coming up on the 1st week after holiday. Need to take time to prepare for it. And carnival is at the 28th of April. I also decided to keep up with my Add Maths self learning. Going to start a new chapter-Chapter 6 this Sunday Hope to finish it after this holiday=D Mid-year exam is on the 2nd of May, I decided to prepare myself one month before it. Considering I got unhuman results for this monthly test, It will be a whole lot harder to maintain as full papers will be coming out for each subject. Which is a near impossible feat. But I do believe that hard work pays off 10 subjects: BM, BI,BC,PM,SJ,MM,AM,SC,EA and PA. Going to work 10 times harder from now on. If you risk nothing, you risk anything. Do what you can, and believe you can. That's what Ive always told myself =D

Yeah the exams are over Had Accounts and Maths on Monday Sejarah, Add maths and BC on Tuesday And finally moral on Wednesday. MY GOD, what surprised me was the results that came out. On Wednesday, My Science teacher gave us back our results. I got 93, the highest marks in class! That's the 1st thing. And yeah, When I checked fb on Wed morning My Add Maths teacher posted our results. I got 95, and highest in class again! What the hell. This was all so untrue man!! And then today, Sejarah, OMG, how on earth I got 98? How did I do that, and I was highest in class AGAIN I swear to GOD, when I was supposed to study sejarah on that morning I was eating instant noodles and watching my HK drama = = My sejarah book was at the corner. What an unbelievable thing that happened to me. And in Ekonomi class My teacher was marking our papers. My classmates were betting I will get 100 marks. I said no, cuz I don't believe that I will Then I promised them if I REALLY got 1...

The 1st monthly test coming. The 1st day was BM and Ekonomi Asas. Damn it, I don't have enough time to complete my BM paper. I thought I did ok in answering the cerpen and puisi questions But the tatabahasa questions are totally doomed =( Oh well, can't expect that much. As for Ekonomi Asas, all of it were essay questions, but i finished the paper in half an hour with complete answers =) So I try not to worry too much The second day was BI and Science. I thought BI was ok, just that the summary was a bit hard And then Science, it was no problem as I have already studied about a week ago. Tomorrow will be Maths and Accounts I haven't started revising >< And the next day after that will be sejarah, BC and Add maths, argh! I better fall in love with Sejarah quickly. Ill try my best. Good luck to the others too!