Life of the ordinary

写这篇东西时,是半夜一点 心情很沉重 该习惯了 却从未习惯 至少没嚎啕大哭 眼角只留了几滴泪 5年了吧 你一路以来惹的祸, 你一路以来欠的钱 你一路以来的空口承诺 已经让我精疲力竭 我从15岁就知道事情的严重性 所以这几年来,我被逼成长 我一方面感激你,一方面不知能否原谅你 我妈妈是一百分的老婆吧 为了我,为了哥哥,为了让你的爸妈不失去依靠 选择留下来,承担所有的一切 但你却从不,从不珍惜 你一次又一次的欺骗 你一次又一次的增加债务 你一次又一次的做出不可能实行的承诺 已经让我妈的心碎了一地 我一定会记得妈妈对我说的话 她说你给了她十年的好生活, 买了这个屋子 她不应该在你有难的时候离开你 我起初不知该如何反驳 但现在我能告诉你四个字 仁至已尽 我不能接受你空口说白话 我不能接受你因不想面对事实而对妈妈发脾气 我不能接受你可以因为面子而把一切问题抛下不顾 我不需要一个给我富裕生活的爸爸 我只需要一个肯认错,肯承担责任的爸爸

2014 was tough But 2015 will be better Tired nowadays I took up the job at MACEE again. Teaching Americans BM ( I love the job ) So I have to wake up at 5 (traffic in KL is horrible) After the session ends at 10.30 I have to go to college for classes Sometimes class ends at 5pm Then I go home, Have a shower and dinner. Then I go out again to teach tuition till 10pm After messing around, I go to bed around 11-12 Then I repeat my day My tuition classes have been reduced I know myself well I really need time to study for my A2 exam,especially law I guess my life will always be topsy turvy Especially when the men in my family keep creating problems But Ill pull through it. My New year resolutions: Score 3As for A2 Save up to 10k on my own Everything will be fine eventually