Life of the ordinary

AS 考完了 除了law这个科目没信心 其余的我觉得自己表现得不错吧 现在开始了A2的生活 开始严格自律 曾今我想过 干脆放弃学业 开始出外打拼 但有一个文凭还算是个保障 曾今我担忧拿到文凭后 找不到工作的话怎么办 但还是处理好眼前的事吧 所以现在我尽可能的充实自己 每天阅读报纸 掌握时事 阅读各种不同的书籍 开阔视野 学会投资,学会理财, 学会社会现实中的发展趋势 尝试不同的工作 累计经验 扩展人脉 当然学业和工作会兼顾 我想我不再是懵懵懂懂的女孩吧 我只有18岁 但我有抱负 有自己的期许 加油吧 卯足全力去成为你想要的人

离中学毕业的日子 已经一年了 这个年头确实让我成长不少 学院生活虽然不怎么精彩 不过还是遇到一群新朋友 当然也跟中学的朋友保持联络 怡颖要去新加坡实习了 一去就是半年 我跟慧的考试快要结束了 但随之而来的是更繁忙的课业生活 最近很少写部落格了,因为觉得没必要 生活也许让我失去了一部分的热忱 但我也在慢慢长大 世间真的过得太快了

Ugh law papers are finally over But i screwed up my paper 1 That damn essay really makes a lot of difference Paper 2 was ok though Ill just have to see what i get Expecting around B to C With that essay my A flew out of my hands Thats why maybe i have to retake it next June along with my A2 papers Because i need 3As to have a scholarship for my first year degree So it wouldn't hurt giving it another shot Shit ( im frustrated forgive me for my choice of words) Means that i have to work extra harder than before But its my life anyway And ill make sure its in my hands

Finally got back all of my mock exam results. Got a 67 for law, 78 for econs and 95 for math Im quite happy though, seeing my grades had improved The exam is at the start of October I have just a few weeks left to brush up I seriously have to allocate my time well. By the way, ive turned 18 this week Grateful for all the wishes, presents and blessings I finally can have an internet banking account Saves so much of time in transactions My savings from work has also surpassed 2k, To me its not an easy feat since i have to pay for my car loan and insurance every month That takes up half of my salary But at least im one step closer to my goal of reaching 10k savings And to be honest i frequently thought about him these few weeks He just comes into my mind suddenly Maybe its because we did not contact each other for so long And i seriously miss my secondary school Got to go back once in a while Random post ends here

Final mock考试已过 现在是revision period 然后就有三个星期的自修时间 就大考了 说说这个星期发生的事吧 星期二下午 跟朋友们在下一节课之前去吃午餐 结果下起了滂沱大雨 街道开始淹水,有约半个车胎的高度吧 我们没带雨伞,又不想迟到 穿的又是布织球鞋 结果没办法, 我们只好脱下鞋子,在大雨下赤脚前进 结果到了学院我都冷得发抖 加上当天已经有点微感冒 总觉得病情会加剧 那天真的很累, 上课到傍晚, 有病在身, 还被淋雨 等会又要去工作 那天回到家真的莫名其妙地留下几滴眼泪 可能那时真的觉得不开心 不过也有好事 数学考试我得了95分 Econs的试卷一我是在jan/feb intake 和我的march/april intake之中 考获最高分的人 可能这些对一般人来说没什么 但对我来说这一点点的成就足以让我激动 因为我知道我比任何人更没时间 因为我知道我必须比任何人努力 十倍,一百倍 所以很庆幸 累也好,不开心也好,埋怨过也好 我的努力有付出成果 所以让我更有动力去做得更好 Law就有待加油了 我会慢慢成长

At the Raya holiday, I spent a good afternoon with Jac and Hwei Chatting just like usual Nothing ever changed. Just that Jac starts her internship at December Hard to find a time that we can gather after this. August 12th is my final mock exam Next week in precise :P Felt that i had not done enough But ill try my best After mock exam will be the revision period And three weeks of study break Then its AS exam Life goes on as usual But its important to know what you want :)

There are so many people who ask if's in life Which leads to so much possibilities But somehow things happened so fast there wasn't even a chance to say 'if' Like what happened to MH17 Who knew that catastrophe would happen all of a sudden And its not once, its twice... If to me is a strange word You can explore yourself with it But you may also get indulged in it that you will get lost Afraid to try Afraid to fail Afraid to be hurt If only works if it comes with willngness I will try I will do my best I will succeed People who are willing to make the move will go far I try not to ask what im doing now, Is it right? I just have to pick up that little bit of courage And make a difference