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Retake

Ugh law papers are finally over But i screwed up my paper 1 That damn essay really makes a lot of difference Paper 2 was ok though Ill just have to see what i get Expecting around B to C With that essay my A flew out of my hands Thats why maybe i have to retake it next June along with my A2 papers Because i need 3As to have a scholarship for my first year degree So it wouldn't hurt giving it another shot Shit ( im frustrated forgive me for my choice of words) Means that i have to work extra harder than before But its my life anyway And ill make sure its in my hands

Weeks of hard work

Finally got back all of my mock exam results. Got a 67 for law, 78 for econs and 95 for math Im quite happy though, seeing my grades had improved The exam is at the start of October I have just a few weeks left to brush up I seriously have to allocate my time well. By the way, ive turned 18 this week Grateful for all the wishes, presents and blessings I finally can have an internet banking account Saves so much of time in transactions My savings from work has also surpassed 2k, To me its not an easy feat since i have to pay for my car loan and insurance every month That takes up half of my salary But at least im one step closer to my goal of reaching 10k savings And to be honest i frequently thought about him these few weeks He just comes into my mind suddenly Maybe its because we did not contact each other for so long And i seriously miss my secondary school Got to go back once in a while Random post ends here

继续加油吧

Final mock考试已过 现在是revision period 然后就有三个星期的自修时间 就大考了 说说这个星期发生的事吧 星期二下午 跟朋友们在下一节课之前去吃午餐 结果下起了滂沱大雨 街道开始淹水,有约半个车胎的高度吧 我们没带雨伞,又不想迟到 穿的又是布织球鞋 结果没办法, 我们只好脱下鞋子,在大雨下赤脚前进 结果到了学院我都冷得发抖 加上当天已经有点微感冒 总觉得病情会加剧 那天真的很累, 上课到傍晚, 有病在身, 还被淋雨 等会又要去工作 那天回到家真的莫名其妙地留下几滴眼泪 可能那时真的觉得不开心 不过也有好事 数学考试我得了95分 Econs的试卷一我是在jan/feb intake 和我的march/april intake之中 考获最高分的人 可能这些对一般人来说没什么 但对我来说这一点点的成就足以让我激动 因为我知道我比任何人更没时间 因为我知道我必须比任何人努力 十倍,一百倍 所以很庆幸 累也好,不开心也好,埋怨过也好 我的努力有付出成果 所以让我更有动力去做得更好 Law就有待加油了 我会慢慢成长

Everything piecing up together

At the Raya holiday, I spent a good afternoon with Jac and Hwei Chatting just like usual Nothing ever changed. Just that Jac starts her internship at December Hard to find a time that we can gather after this. August 12th is my final mock exam Next week in precise :P Felt that i had not done enough But ill try my best After mock exam will be the revision period And three weeks of study break Then its AS exam Life goes on as usual But its important to know what you want :)

If and not

There are so many people who ask if's in life Which leads to so much possibilities But somehow things happened so fast there wasn't even a chance to say 'if' Like what happened to MH17 Who knew that catastrophe would happen all of a sudden And its not once, its twice... If to me is a strange word You can explore yourself with it But you may also get indulged in it that you will get lost Afraid to try Afraid to fail Afraid to be hurt If only works if it comes with willngness I will try I will do my best I will succeed People who are willing to make the move will go far I try not to ask what im doing now, Is it right? I just have to pick up that little bit of courage And make a difference

He's just not that into you

做了数学 翻回一部旧的电影来看 心里的烦躁全都解除了 He's just not that into you 一直都是我喜欢的都市爱情电影 没浮夸的剧情, 每一个故事都贴近现实 反思着男女在爱情上的盲点和疑虑 Gigi是我很喜欢的角色 很可爱,很勇敢,很坚持 最喜欢的几句白是: I rather be like that than be you I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there too much But at least it means i still care You think you've won, because women are expendable to you? You may not get hurt but you never fall in love that way either You have not won, you're alone,Alex I may do a lot of stupid shit but i know im a lot closer to finding someone than you are. Gigi最后被Alex倒追, 不过立场还是很鲜明 但最后也在一起啦~ 真的,如果我成长了 我不介意奋不顾身, 受伤也好 至少我不后悔 爱自己很重要 清楚自己的立场是什么很重要 每一个人总会等到对的人 无需执着什么

别烦我

刚才有一件事情搞清楚了 本应该释然了 结果收到你的信息 我真的开心不起来 我不懂你对我的兴趣从何开始 只是我觉得以你的条件可以去找更好的人 本来我就是酷酷的女生 也很直接 我以平静的语气回答你的问题 代表我当你只是点头之交 但被你讲成是女人味,成熟的魅力,喜欢我独立自主的感觉 老实说我会给你一个右勾拳 你认识我多久 你了解我多少 你看穿我了吗? 我不接受可以轻易说出喜欢的人 因为你在根本不了解我的前提下 而做出的结论 真的让我冷笑了一声 我对你 肯定没恋爱的怦然心动 别浪费自己的时间 你要找乐子 外面的女生多得是 我们的生活方式截然不同 根本就不能融合 还是去找一个适合你的女生吧 我不回你的信息 表明了我的态度 就是别烦我 这种芝麻绿豆的小事 我不想跟我的姐妹们倾诉 因为根本不值一提 所以在部落格发泄 以后部落格真的辛苦了 还得帮我清除这些垃圾情绪