Life of the ordinary

Ok got back my A level results 1A 2Bs I could have done better, but im happy enough Because at least i still have a chance of catching up I thought i screwed up my law But it didn't turn up too bad (Yay!) Mr Sara said my essay quality is high :D Now im waking up at 5am every day for extra study time Ugh studying law is like studying 2 subjects But i like it as it quite interesting Life is busy as usual When you grow up you have to bear responsibility But no matter what never ever lose faith in yourself A2 is around the end of May Then im gonna join programmes and widen my knowledge and perspectives Ending note: Life is uncertain We just have to brace and wing through it :)

写这篇东西时,是半夜一点 心情很沉重 该习惯了 却从未习惯 至少没嚎啕大哭 眼角只留了几滴泪 5年了吧 你一路以来惹的祸, 你一路以来欠的钱 你一路以来的空口承诺 已经让我精疲力竭 我从15岁就知道事情的严重性 所以这几年来,我被逼成长 我一方面感激你,一方面不知能否原谅你 我妈妈是一百分的老婆吧 为了我,为了哥哥,为了让你的爸妈不失去依靠 选择留下来,承担所有的一切 但你却从不,从不珍惜 你一次又一次的欺骗 你一次又一次的增加债务 你一次又一次的做出不可能实行的承诺 已经让我妈的心碎了一地 我一定会记得妈妈对我说的话 她说你给了她十年的好生活, 买了这个屋子 她不应该在你有难的时候离开你 我起初不知该如何反驳 但现在我能告诉你四个字 仁至已尽 我不能接受你空口说白话 我不能接受你因不想面对事实而对妈妈发脾气 我不能接受你可以因为面子而把一切问题抛下不顾 我不需要一个给我富裕生活的爸爸 我只需要一个肯认错,肯承担责任的爸爸

2014 was tough But 2015 will be better Tired nowadays I took up the job at MACEE again. Teaching Americans BM ( I love the job ) So I have to wake up at 5 (traffic in KL is horrible) After the session ends at 10.30 I have to go to college for classes Sometimes class ends at 5pm Then I go home, Have a shower and dinner. Then I go out again to teach tuition till 10pm After messing around, I go to bed around 11-12 Then I repeat my day My tuition classes have been reduced I know myself well I really need time to study for my A2 exam,especially law I guess my life will always be topsy turvy Especially when the men in my family keep creating problems But Ill pull through it. My New year resolutions: Score 3As for A2 Save up to 10k on my own Everything will be fine eventually

AS 考完了 除了law这个科目没信心 其余的我觉得自己表现得不错吧 现在开始了A2的生活 开始严格自律 曾今我想过 干脆放弃学业 开始出外打拼 但有一个文凭还算是个保障 曾今我担忧拿到文凭后 找不到工作的话怎么办 但还是处理好眼前的事吧 所以现在我尽可能的充实自己 每天阅读报纸 掌握时事 阅读各种不同的书籍 开阔视野 学会投资,学会理财, 学会社会现实中的发展趋势 尝试不同的工作 累计经验 扩展人脉 当然学业和工作会兼顾 我想我不再是懵懵懂懂的女孩吧 我只有18岁 但我有抱负 有自己的期许 加油吧 卯足全力去成为你想要的人

离中学毕业的日子 已经一年了 这个年头确实让我成长不少 学院生活虽然不怎么精彩 不过还是遇到一群新朋友 当然也跟中学的朋友保持联络 怡颖要去新加坡实习了 一去就是半年 我跟慧的考试快要结束了 但随之而来的是更繁忙的课业生活 最近很少写部落格了,因为觉得没必要 生活也许让我失去了一部分的热忱 但我也在慢慢长大 世间真的过得太快了

Ugh law papers are finally over But i screwed up my paper 1 That damn essay really makes a lot of difference Paper 2 was ok though Ill just have to see what i get Expecting around B to C With that essay my A flew out of my hands Thats why maybe i have to retake it next June along with my A2 papers Because i need 3As to have a scholarship for my first year degree So it wouldn't hurt giving it another shot Shit ( im frustrated forgive me for my choice of words) Means that i have to work extra harder than before But its my life anyway And ill make sure its in my hands

Finally got back all of my mock exam results. Got a 67 for law, 78 for econs and 95 for math Im quite happy though, seeing my grades had improved The exam is at the start of October I have just a few weeks left to brush up I seriously have to allocate my time well. By the way, ive turned 18 this week Grateful for all the wishes, presents and blessings I finally can have an internet banking account Saves so much of time in transactions My savings from work has also surpassed 2k, To me its not an easy feat since i have to pay for my car loan and insurance every month That takes up half of my salary But at least im one step closer to my goal of reaching 10k savings And to be honest i frequently thought about him these few weeks He just comes into my mind suddenly Maybe its because we did not contact each other for so long And i seriously miss my secondary school Got to go back once in a while Random post ends here