感触而发

我说啊,我是个情绪化的人.今天就是不知为何那么emo.我回想起以前令我不开心的事.亲情,友情,都有.我可以很坚强去面对任何的事情,只有这两个都有'情'的词语,就是我最大的死穴.我真想把负面的思想,化成正面能量,但这真的很难.我从不轻易放弃,也从不轻易掉泪,但是有些事情,我真的不想跟任何人说,想一个人安静,自己胡思乱想.我不知道我这样是否能解决问题,但这就是我长久以来使用的坏方法,真是悲哀.也想起 Hebe '寂寞寂寞就好' 的歌词

我寂寞寂寞就好,
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去
痛到受不了
想到快疯掉
死不了就还好

此刻,我的心情就是如此
我会加油.

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