Crap post

This is just me emoing
Because YOU made me feel bad.

Its been 3 years dude.
3 years.
You were my first love.
How we struggled for a year before we were finally a couple.
How we try to break the communication barrier.
How we ended up breaking apart due to it

We were too young.
I was damn naive.
But you were the one always giving the first step.

We were far apart,
At two different places.
I was worried when our relationship started.
I was always wondering how would it last
When we can't meet each other.
I was surprised,
Because you knew exactly what was I thinking
What were my worries.

But then I was touched,
Because you came straight to find me during the holidays.
I was surprised when you turned up right in front of me.
We had a happy outing.
You held my hand tightly.
You gave me a present.
And you bought the same item.
You said that this bonds us together,no matter how we're far apart.


I was sad when the holidays came to an end.
You were about to leave.
I was down.
Because I didn't know when will I see you.


I loved the time when we texted each other,
I loved the time when you will always give me words of encouragement
Because I was damn stupid.


But distance was indeed an barrier we could not overcome.
Our relationship survived for 10 months.
You couldn't see how I tried to control myself from breaking down.
I held back my tears but eventually it streaked down my face.
I gripped my phone so tightly when I saw those messages.
How we came to an agreement
That we could not go on.


But now you have your own life.
Your love life was interesting.
As you constantly switched girlriends.
But I was still till now in a blank period.
Single.
I don't mind texting with you again , chatting whatever from your recent life to your relationship problems.
But somehow I hate you for recalling the past when we were together.


I never regretted being with you.
You gave me happy memories.
But I just want to say that Im over with you.
I won't be crying for you to come back, because I know for that 10 months I loved you.


Cupid hasn't striked me.
I believe in serendpity,
Ill just go with the flow.
I just hope to tell you.
That we're friends.
Please don't leave trails over a past relationship