Life of the ordinary

Ugh There's a mixed feeling when it comes to holidays. There's a great chance that laziness would prevail me. I hate it yet i do it. Why?  TT And im curious actually. I seldom looked at my blog overview. But when i checked it out today i realized that there were 20++ pageviews yesterday. I was wondering who will look at my blog. Hmm. Back to holidays. If im great i can make good use of it. If im not ( which is definitely yes) i do only one eighth of my plan. Got back some papers today. It was all ok, yet i felt guilty cuz i didnt get an A- for my BM. Sorry Puan Normah TT But there's always the trial exam :) Ok, 2 outings, a DAMN HARD TO PASS piano practical exam and a camp. That's my holiday. Enjoy yours peeps :)

Aww, Last paper left tomorrow. If you see the header, i really need that right now. Especially in studies. Just felt i did not give my best at all. There is effort, but there's no punch there. I got good results but i know that i can achieve better. Im not stressed, i made sure of that. I just hope that i can find a trigger to boost myself up. Hate the feeling when im struggling. I hate procrastination yet i do it all the time. Argh gotta find that mood to improve myself. Im just not willing to be stuck at this pitiful state.

So you will be seeing two very contrasting posts. After what i wrote yesterday it was just a media for me to pour my frustrations out. Today ill write something positive. Hmm after my piano class i have the impression that my teacher feels that i have improved. Mind you i did practice. Even though it was exam week. At the start of holiday i will practice a minimum of 3 hours and a maximum of 6 hours. I must pass! Its two weeks and a bit more left from the exam! I got to know someone better recently. Its Huey Lin. She's a cute pint sized girl with a lot of thoughts. No wonder we get on well because we are both virgo babies. :D Yeah and i got an A+ for my maths paper. Its actually a piece of cake so you will see my class very happy right now. Most of us did well. I learned to think positive about exam results since last year. You will be sad when you get bad marks but it is most important to learn from your mistakes. My stress level was surprisingly low during th...

The mid-term examination is about to end. Only three papers left next week. Well i didnt study overnight frequently as i used to when the exams are near. Bcuz i recognised when my mind works best. So i prefer rest over studying non stop actually. Except for accounts and add maths. Just see how i did after the results come out.. No point worrying. Hmm my feelings are just mixed nowadays. I laugh out hard at school bcuz of those crazy bitches xD But at home i just turned into another person. Sadly i admit i fail in dealing the relationship between my family members. Especially my mum. Admittedly we never actually reached an understanding. Im just confused why could i offend her at such a small matter. And she just rants on and exaggerates the problem. But i kept quiet.  I was just so tired. I just came back late from society activities.I really did not want to explain. Mind you im not saying its my mother's fault or what, Its just i really don't know how can i ...