Life of the ordinary

好了， 经过下午的荒唐， 冲了凉，哭了，睡了一觉，气消了，冷静了。 这是很认真的一篇文章。 说真的， 我有点累了 （这不是气话） 才发觉自己根本不算什么。 今天在EA节把头发绑起来 （因为很热，之前剪的短发也长了） Brian说我变帅了，诗薇说我恢复之前干练的样子。 我？干练？确定吗？ 大部分认识我的人认为我很强， 有一种历经沧桑的感觉。 我觉得自己配不起， 根本没资格。 我只是个普通的女生。 我有自己的原则，主宰着自己的情绪， 我也很在意别人的眼光。 之前有人说我出风头，不肯教他们，说我骄傲。 不出声，不说话，想尽力而为表现，这样也错。 我没说什么，那时候太愚昧了。 怕说错话，怕惹人不满，想取悦别人。 真是犯贱，不过那已经是中二的事了。'我也跟这人没什么接触了，因为自己已经退出那社团。 哈哈，我不想感谢她， 但是能领悟一些事情， 也并非坏事 :) 你不能去满足每一个人， 并非每个人都会喜欢你， 不走出这个框框的话，做人会很辛苦。 我想随心，随兴。 做自己爱做的事。 我希望能找回当初那个抱持着热忱的我， 做回个快乐的人。 哈哈那也要等所有的事情都处理完后，才能专心应付考试吧。 I am who i am. I can fall down painfully, cry out loudly, scream and shout. But one of my greatest strengths is to keep on going. And pull it through :)

I don't know what has gotten into me. I just think i lost control today. I don't know why im so angry. What is the point of being so angry when people don't even give a shit on what you're saying? I must have looked scary back then. Honestly i don't have the mood to tell joey the news. But she is my best buddy. I told her and congratulated anyway. But i don't know why after seeing all those statuses on fb i just feel even down. And i cried when i saw joey's comment. It just happened so suddenly. I really need time to calm myself. I know ill feel nothing tomorrow. But i feel like shit now. Stayed back for four days straight and im tired and grumpy now. Why everyone expects me to understand why they want to cheer so loudly? I understand the reason but i just can't accept it. I don't want to now. Damn it

Dang! Whatssup, back to my blog cuz im lazy to finish my homework right now. The interview session has begun,which sapped all the energy outta me. Interviewing people is no joke, but its once in secondary school life. Although its a bit late, I would still like to post my feelings about my last Sports Day in secondary school life. Literally, it was awesome, no words to describe it. :D Its funny how people advised us not to get involved in any stuff during form 5 due to the exams, I broke that principle though, and i never regret it :) I volunteered to help in the preparation of tent decoration. I skipped class for 4 days straight, stayed back till late that week, homework unfinished. We once muttered,grumbled,feeling dejected, But all the hard work paid off :) It was a memorable moment when our house was announced winner of the tent decoration. I screamed out of joy with all my house members, I hugged Joe Yee, and both of us were crying. Our decoration leader, Wai Kit ...

Yeah, time passes in the blink of an eye and its june. Im about to step down from my post at the end of July. And then SPM at the start of November Yet the workload is still there and increasing by the minute. So i struck up a plan to juggle my time between studies and all the stuff going on. Firstly, get enough sleep. I think i did a good job doing that. Sleep is essential for your health. Im not falling sick due to studies, no way. Don't burn the midnight oil. That is the time where all your organs are working to extract poison from your body. Trust me its less than effective when you stay up at night. That is when all the diseases come to you. Im also developing the habit of eating fruits before dinner. It helps you have an idea on how much you want to eat later. And it plays a good role in your digestion. Secondly,get organized. Have a clear mind on what you want to do. Its good to write your schedule down and stick it at noticeable places. Gives you motiva...

Oh gosh. I went to tarik tali today. Representing my house, yellow <3 We lost though, but it was a fun experience :) There were ups and downs. Our boys worked damn hard. We girls shouted like hell cheering for them. Joe Yee, Vi Yin and i literally went crazy :P But they lost at the semi final due to the unfairness of the teachers. Really frustrated at that time. But there is nothing we can do, we can only try to do our best for the next events. Stay strong, yellow house! We are the best! Im in charge of the prize giving next week. I just came back from society activities. Feeling exhausted. But i still have to continue doing constant revision for my studies even though the mid term exam is just over. SPM is just no joke. Argh. So for the good news: my results for mid term exam inproved!!! :D We got back all of our papers. I know my weaknesses and ill do even better for trial, i can relax when my dad comes to take my results at Open Day :) And the bad news: i fai...

In my own private space, I wish myself all the best to myself For my piano exam tomorrow. :) 3/4 holidays wasted being agitated,procrastinating and lazy = = Music sets me free. And its great to have an outing with friends. And then its time to find back the momentum In dealing with everyday life after the holidays come to an end.