Life of the ordinary

真心觉得， 我很奇怪。 在这5年的中学生涯里， 对自己的了解也日趋增加。 你可能不知道的我: 1) 我是有小聪明的人 说到这点，我的小聪明在课业上发挥了很大的用处。 妈妈在我幼稚园时就送我去学英文。 那个课程我用了八年的时间完成。 所以要感谢妈妈把我的英文基础打好 我有更多的时间去自行学习另外两个语文科。 回到小聪明这点， 也许从小开始学英文,理解能力也逐渐提升而且不止在英文这个科目上 在其他的科目上,我不必花很多的时间就能明白其中的重点(可能是我自我感觉良好也说不定) 我也有付出一定程度的努力,但是我很少,很少尽全力。 最努力的一次应该是自动学高数的那个时候吧。(那股拼命的热血,本人到至今难以忘怀) 所以到那时候误打误撞拿了人生中第一次的全级第一,简直是匪夷所思。 当然这个灵异事件有很多因素造成。 首先文科的科目真的比理科简单,然后我有付出努力(尤其在高数这个科目),加上本人那时候应该有强大的运气庇护,结果我还在像白痴一样嘻嘻哈哈时就得到这个成绩。 所以我觉得自己的确算是读书的材料吧,尽管我没有尽全力(本人想像自己被围殴中，但这是事实) 妈妈认为我笨,我是努力很久才有这样的成绩,但她很开心就是了. 对于她这番见解,我没解释,但我觉得自己是有小聪明的。 2)我有不按例牌出牌的潜质 这是今年才发生的事. 我发觉自己真是有无可救药的傻劲。 很喜欢做我平时没尝试的事。 虽然这种潜质只发生在考试的时候。 像预考时,我华文作文平时都写抒情文， 结果那次竟然提笔写了我从来都没尝试过的议论文。 虽然那时跟我本人创意贫瘠有小小的关系。 然后接着那次是在SPM 英文作文我擅长写故事,写个狗血的故事是我擅长的事。 但见鬼了,我又再次提笔谢了我一生中从未尝试的英文议论文。 那次的理由很荒谬. 我看了一遍题目,发觉自己懒得以自己贫瘠的创意再去写一遍洒满狗血的故事, 然后想了想,哥说在college考general paper都是写议论文,不如拿这次练习吧, 结果就浑浑噩噩谢了一篇"补习不重要"的篇章. 你看到这里应该是觉得我疯了,我也觉得自己那时疯了,拿重要的考试来做实验. 想回那时的文章，写得很普通,不会有很多语法错误,但是写狗血故事我更能发挥,唉,算了. 看明年三月的成绩来断定我疯狂行径...

我发觉了一件事情 而且是很迟才有这个知觉。 原谅我的迟钝。 我的部落格真的蛮生活化的 很少发泄不快乐的事情 很少回忆录 看见好友们的部落格都充满一页一页的点滴， 就有这个劲儿来写出自己的回忆。 但我需要一个适合的时间。 很长的时间。 没关系 我会加油的。

Ok im back here blogging Temporarily im in no mood to study economics. The Science paper on Monday was damn easy. Are they really testing us? = = The moment when you sit for a two and a half hour paper and finishing it in an hour or less. Then sitting there staring at each other, daydreaming, sleeping, And at that time particularly time goes very slowly. Im just crapping here. Im still worried i cant get a job after the exams

Yeah 3 papers left. Then its really the end of secondary school life. It seems like the exams took ages. Though i went to One Utama after my Moral Paper :P Its nice walking around relaxing after such a long period of time. Yesterday was the add maths exam. Before sitting for paper 2 in the afternoon, Had a nice chat with my besties and friends from other class. Jac and Hwei. These two crazy girls light up my life. Though i admitted to Jac that i was not keen to have a close relationship anymore with another friend (lets call her Ann)who was once very close with me and Hwei. It changed during Form 4. Well as Hwei and I were determined to take art stream, while most of the others, including Ann, Jac and Joey took science. So automatically we studied at different classes. Somehow i think that Hwei and I had took a positive change towards our own personalities. Because our classmates were fun, energetic, sincere and honest. So we opened up and we became more honest towards o...

Basically, im quite tired with all the revision. Though i took it slow. Tomorrow i will be sitting for 3 papers. Damn, i still can't figure out why they must put accounts paper 2 with sejarah on the same day. Never mind, i was daydreaming these days. Especially life after SPM, hohoho! Like having an outing with my girls,attending driving lessons, debating, working part time,celebrating christmas and countdown at jesmine's house. Haha i know im thinking too far. And im in the process of maintaining a healthy lifestyle. Though recently im craving for desserts. That's it im just blogging here to motivate myself of the wonderful life after SPM~ Good luck peeps :)

Ok so i was in the plan of teaching home tution with my mum after my exam. Since i have free time for the whole 3 months. So i posted a status at fb for promotion I wanted to get started early. And the most bizzare thing happened. Holy, Jesus Christ Mr Sai Mun from VIP Education Centre commented on my status. And gave me a job offer ( sounds like it, you can say im dreaming) I stunned for like, i don't know, a few minutes maybe. I know Mr Sai Mun is popular not just among my friends but the whole nation. Most of them go to his tution centre. Nevertheless i decided to give a try. I just thought, why not? So i left a message inbox to plan for an interview after SPM. He agreed. Yeah I know im probably not qualified, im just a rookie But i see it as an experience. Its not something you can have easily. Lets see how it goes after SPM and my debate competition. I won't let go of the chance and make myself regret. I only live once thats how i remind myself. O...

Im literally exhausted now. But i decided to blog. Ok firstly i graduated at the end of October. If im hardworking enough ill post about graduation after the exams~ Cuz  seriously the exams are occupying my mind now. The first day of SPM was oh yeah im done with BM. LOL The paper was ok, not too hard. I think ive done what i could. I just remember it was raining and it was damn cold when i sat for paper 2. And ive found someone to take good care of my bm notes which are handmade, printed sources and reference books. I can't believe someone would respond to my fb status. Ill know she will appreciate my hard work for the last 2 years. :) Cheers! BI paper tomorrow, and then its a week off! Keep going everyone :)