情绪这回事

我近来在一个星期内竟然连续流下三次眼泪
不忿,不甘心,害怕所有的情绪都乱成一团

最近也做了一个心理测验
它说我渴望别人会明白我
我承认这个事实
因为我会正视自己

我发现我真的不会过滤当下的情绪
每次困难一来就很沮丧
过了几个小时才回到理性思考的范围
这样的我是否太冲动了?
每次莫名地寻找一个人的怀抱来慰籍自己
这样又如何独立?

朋友跟我说:
你坚强太久了
而发现我真的不知该如何定义坚强

但我敢肯定
我是撞得头破血流也不会逃避现实的人
而我该思考的是
如何真正找到内心的坚强
才能稳而不乱
才不会把自身的情绪乱乱托付给其他人
毕竟每个人都得过生活

目前的我还真的脆弱


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