我承认,我难过了

现在,我正处于情绪化的状态中.虽然我的不快会随时间流逝,但我的心一日一日地出现裂痕,它随时都会碎裂.有些话,我不说,不代表我接受得到.我仿佛天上的风筝,没有方向.你,又是否察觉我的存在? 你,已经不断地伤害着我.让我快乐的人是你,让我痛苦流泪的人又是你.你就快把我逼疯了.这是你要的结果吗?你满意了吗?哈?我对我自己说过,我不会再为你流泪.我必须保护自己,我必须学会隔离.我不会让你察觉我的不快乐.如果一切能重来,我不会把自己置身在着深不见底的旋涡里......

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