我承认,我难过了
现在,我正处于情绪化的状态中.虽然我的不快会随时间流逝,但我的心一日一日地出现裂痕,它随时都会碎裂.有些话,我不说,不代表我接受得到.我仿佛天上的风筝,没有方向.你,又是否察觉我的存在? 你,已经不断地伤害着我.让我快乐的人是你,让我痛苦流泪的人又是你.你就快把我逼疯了.这是你要的结果吗?你满意了吗?哈?我对我自己说过,我不会再为你流泪.我必须保护自己,我必须学会隔离.我不会让你察觉我的不快乐.如果一切能重来,我不会把自己置身在着深不见底的旋涡里......
Common decency
I guessed I learnt a lesson called empathy today. Today I received a message from a friend asking me something legal related I spent some time searching for neccessary info to give him the best answer I can. But I did advise him to conduct more research on his own before making a decision. So i was wondering if he actually read my message since it seems quite important. But then i realised he read my message but never left a response. I was a bit offended to be honest. And I felt that he only finds me when he has problems. Last week out of the blue he asked me something IT related. I know nuts about that to be honest. I admitted i had no idea but i googled and posted what seemed to be the neccessary links anyway. I know what I was expecting actually. Just a thank you. I thought it was common decency. I started thinking about relationships between people, and I think I would rate this so called person as an acquaintance. I watched the latest episode 'You can you up' ...
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