Me and the world
My brother failed to maintain his scholarship
My mum had to pay 3k for his final semester.
I felt disappointed with my brother actually
He knows that money is a big issue for our family
And yet he didn't work hard enough and got himself into this state
Somehow i was not as surprised as i expected
Because maybe i knew this would happen
On unspoken terms, somehow it would always be me to handle everything on my own
I chose to work because i wanted to ease my mum's burden and pay all the fees by myself
And somehow i had to start saving till 30k to finish my degree by myself
Because i envisaged that the money left in my family would be used to pay my brother's university fees.
My brother always claimed that he would work hard
Yet he disappointed me, disappointed my mum
I already faced the fact that men in my family were not trustworthy at all
My dad, my brother, they're the same.
Im not being negative, somehow im seriously and practically clear in mind
But the conclusion is
Im on my own.
On my own, im saving up money
On my own, im dealing with my insurance plan
On my own, im trying hard to acheive good results
Hardships made me grew up
They made me to become a warrior
Im not easily defeated
I won't crack up for some small matters
Not my style at all
But sometimes i wonder about the two men in my family
Not responsible, lazy, caring about face when it doesn't worth ANYTHING
Im not going to be that type of person
And im going to knock down all barriers even its just me alone
My mum had to pay 3k for his final semester.
I felt disappointed with my brother actually
He knows that money is a big issue for our family
And yet he didn't work hard enough and got himself into this state
Somehow i was not as surprised as i expected
Because maybe i knew this would happen
On unspoken terms, somehow it would always be me to handle everything on my own
I chose to work because i wanted to ease my mum's burden and pay all the fees by myself
And somehow i had to start saving till 30k to finish my degree by myself
Because i envisaged that the money left in my family would be used to pay my brother's university fees.
My brother always claimed that he would work hard
Yet he disappointed me, disappointed my mum
I already faced the fact that men in my family were not trustworthy at all
My dad, my brother, they're the same.
Im not being negative, somehow im seriously and practically clear in mind
But the conclusion is
Im on my own.
On my own, im saving up money
On my own, im dealing with my insurance plan
On my own, im trying hard to acheive good results
Hardships made me grew up
They made me to become a warrior
Im not easily defeated
I won't crack up for some small matters
Not my style at all
But sometimes i wonder about the two men in my family
Not responsible, lazy, caring about face when it doesn't worth ANYTHING
Im not going to be that type of person
And im going to knock down all barriers even its just me alone
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