Life of the ordinary

Ugh, its 1:38am and I decided to write a new post because I spent the past hour stalking another's blog. Geez, what a weirdo. Yeah I know. Im wondering if its all the exam stress creeping up to me. There's 44 days left after all. I want to perform well for my 2nd year. There's the thing in me being a perfectionist. It reminded me of the time early this year when I was receiving my award for my year 1 results (which was a surprise to me with also surprisingly an A for CLRI) I told myself that for 2017, uphold your standards and get your ass back up on stage next year. Basically it was a pep talk for me to reenact my success. Although I don't give a shit about Trusts, I do care about Intellectual Property A subject which, I followed my gut feeling and took it despite veering off from the conventional route. A subject which, I came to love and put in effort to study. A subject which, I would like to ace it to prove that getting good results depends on your ...

After not writing anything for a year I think its time to reflect and regroup And ironically im doing this at 1am Man, so much has happened for a year Am in year 2 of my law degree Having exams soon and ill be in year 3 during September I think what the past year has taught me was to embrace yourself and the future you strive to build I always chose to live in a fast pace, i loved to learn new things that I think would be beneficial for my future But somehow i let that all define me. Because the fear was real. How would I define myself when i don't have the qualifications or the credentials? Who am I then? In a cutthroat world outside the walls of university, the competition, the intensity, the politics of working life somehow seem so real and scary. But above all of it, who are you? I was struggling to find that answer But the experience of this one year has taught me to take it as it comes Reflect my core values And continuously explore many facets of my perso...

A brief update I felt that my life really has changed for the better these past 5 months. I still remembered all the things i went through after meeting my life coach. I learnt to believe in myself I learnt that screwing up is ok, because this is the best time to do so I learnt to let go of the past and be happy I learnt that dreams are always attainable if you are willing to work your ass off for it. I learnt that no matter how the world doubts you, you should never doubt yourself. Thank you to the wonderful people in this platform I would continue my journey Being myself Loving myself Because there's no one i'd rather be than me

I guess it was my first time Hoping that a guy would somehow mean his words We were completely strangers Yet you manage to make my heart wander round and round I didn't know why I trusted you. perhaps you brought out that part in me But yet you acted hot and cold now im at a loss My rational side tells me that you are merely just having a fun time. My emotional side tells me to keep on waiting Yet deep down I know that Im still refusing to let go with a glimmer of hope No one is to blame but myself As you said nothing happened I would have known That you don't mean it But what you said is right I need to be stronger And be myself Thank you for making me grow And hopefully by the time we meet It will provide us closure :) Embrace life, Hao Ying. Feelings are never wrong, but you just have to continue being who you are, and live life itself :)

Happy new year! First of all, im planning to make a difference for my 20 year old life And im already facing new challenges. I noticed that you really really can't put expectations on a person. Those who you think may help you, even you have known that person for a very very long time, Will not actually always be there when you need them. You have to respect that they have a life,you have to respect their wishes and their boundaries, you know that person after all. But undeniably, the feeling sometimes sucks, I will be a hypocrite to say that Im that noble and I was always there for my friends, Thats why i said that to avoid being a spiteful person you need to at least respect your friends from heart. Though it does not help when a person you barely know can give you that astounding amount of trust. They were there to support me rather than those that I expected to be. Again not to diss anyone but that is the reality that happens sometimes. But fairly you can't p...

Woots! All of us are closing the curtains for 2015 eventually It has been challenging with tears,tantrums and laughter So looking forward to 2016, 20 years of age, and a new stage in life. Resolutions! 1) earn 20k 2) meet 365 new friends 3) trip with best friends 4) Become a real apprentice 5) represent ATC's moot team 6) 2As and 2B+s for LLB exam 7) expand job opportunities Hope everyone has a good year. Look forward,never backwards!

okay my blog is going to accumulate dust if I keep leaving it blank three months a pretty eventful period of time with a lot of decisions made and a lot of mixed emotions going on university life reunion with old friends and then meeting new friends in a familiar environment studying a challenging course glad im getting more consistent than before in my studies and getting more clear regarding what I want in life relationships everything's great hwei's in uk chasing her dreams and im happy jac's in love (he better treat her right) a boy I developed a crush on now has a girlfriend lol lesson learnt in trying to take chances although I have less luck in the lover's department im happy that I have a loving family and out-of-the-world-awesome friends and I just have to move on with all the ups and downs in life. hopefully, I will meet the right person eventually life's a whirl of colours new challenges, new experiences, new relationships I think...