Life of the ordinary

I checked my facebook on phone this morning I was so surprised and overjoyed that she forgave me. That we're friends again. I smiled to her when I met her today. I felt happy. Yet my feelings went downhill when I saw you at the canteen. Surrounded by Ying Ching, Amanda, Kevin and Shou Yan. I went over, and saw you struggling to keep yourself steady. Your eyes were red, you were grasping the chair so hard. I went to get Chia Yee. I saw you holding Kevin's and Amanda's hand. Kevin did not flinch or pull back when he held your hand, his fingers were all purple. Yet he stared at your face, with determination. I, Chia Yee , Amanda and Ying Ching were struggling not to cry, Ying Ching and Chia Yee failed. But somehow I did not cry. Because I knew you would win. You would win the other side of you. You knew that we all were beside you That we believed you I went home. I received Chia Yee's message. That you won, I always knew you would. Find us when you c...

Today I decided to go to his house to see him, as well as the others. I arrived at school at 12pm Then I and Zi Theng walked to Carmen's house together. After staying a while, Chia Yee's mum fetched me, Zi Theng, Ying Ching, Amanda and Chia Yee back to Chia Yee's house. Because he had tution with Dr Fong's from 1.30pm till 4,30pm So we decided to go to Chia Yee's house first.We went to buy lunch at KFC's When we arrived, Shou Yan was already waiting there. We went in Chia Yee's room to chat. And I got to know from Shou Yan what happened to you. He said you cried. I feel sad and guilty. But I managed to control my tears. I told myself to stay strong. Its my fault,I must bear it. But crying won't solve it, I know. Then Shou Yan went back first, he said he will come back at 6.30pm We all sat on Chia Yee's bed and cover ourselves up with her blanket and continue to chat. They made me feel better, even I don't know Ying Ching, Chia Ye...

Ive cried and cried these 2 days. First, my best friend, Im so sad he hurt himself Then I lost another best friend,because I didn't trust her enough. Yau Hong told me not to let her go, I will. Ive said sorry, but that's not enough. I know it's not enough. But I can't control my tears, I was crying when I was typing this post now. I can't think, I feel empty, I feel worse than dead. I deserve it.

Ill stay strong, really. I won't let you worry. I won't cry.Really You know Im tough, I won't cry that easily =) All I want to do is help you. Listen to you. Laugh with you. Chat with you. You're my best friend. You know that.

1st, its not about love, thanks. About friendship. You know how important you are to me? Since when we became close, last year I think. You're tall, skinny, lack of confidence every time in everything you do. We're so close that we have reached an understanding that we need not put into words. Even though we never meet each other every day, we can still talk freely whenever we meet. Please don't hurt yourself, I can't lose you. You're my best buddy, We listen to each other We laugh together. We support each other. I really can't lose you. You know? Ill do anything I can, if i can.

I really really love 4B now, Im so damn happy. Although Im struggling to catch up with my studies and all other activities, Still, Im happy and feeling crazy as well. Tell that later Going to share my study situation. Im a bit blur nowadays, The examination is coming near, I have confidence in Add Maths and English For accounts, still things that need to be understood. OMG, there will be essay questions for Sejarah, Science and Ekonomi Asas. Damn,Sejarah, I wasn't even listening, although I made my own notes. Science, I think it will be ok. I feel safe looking at that thick reference book. Ekonomi Asas, in the process of getting used to answering the questions. Anyway, I made a study plan and a VERY VERY short timetable, so I can divide time properly. And that's the end. Now, why Im so happy? 1st it was another fun week in class. Haha, I, Hwei, Jun Bin, Brian and Sam all stuck the FOREVER ALONE troll face on our tables, see who can rip it off 1st =) And then...

渐渐适应了学校的生活. 情人节要到了,我还是单身. 但还好,我有一班朋友陪着我 Together Alone =) 情人节,不一定是与爱人一起度过,也可以和朋友们一起过啊! 跟你们在这里说一声: 我爱你! 我在4B 班认识了好多朋友. 在这里一一介绍: Sam-无缘无故就会找我谈话的傻老 Jun Bin-一个很谈得话来的男性好友 这两个人每次故意在我面前唱 chok,害到我一面笑,一面翻白眼.=P 还有: Brian:从中一就认识的小子.依旧那么大胆,依旧那么疯狂. Sze Wei:尽责的副班长 Su Hui:班上的沈佳宜,她总是被一堆男生烦=) 我跟 Siew Hwei, Brian, Jun Bin, Sam, Sze Yin ,Jesmine 变成一 gang. 哈哈,无话不谈,从别人的是非聊到老师的口头弹. 跟他们在一起很舒服,无须顾虑,无须担忧. 也许这就是我在读三年的好班时没体会过的浪漫吧. 我在一面读书的当时,也在和这一班人癫. 真喜欢我的新生活, 希望我们友谊永固!

哇,挥春比赛终于过了,真不敢相信!   很多人吧?今年比去年热闹多了! 想到三个星期前,会忞跟我说我是挥春比赛的文书,想想下,当作是一个新的尝试吧! 在整个筹备的过程有很多波折. 准备时间有点仓促,我一星期几乎每天都去办公室见林老师讨论细节. 我不得已放弃吃 Tom Yam, 整整三个星期没吃到,最后也有吃到啦=P 熬夜也为了把红纸折好,我的手指头都变成鲜艳的红色. 赛事过后,怡颖发了一封信息给我,叫我别太压力. 傻瓜,你比我强多了! 希望你每天都要笑,别再跟他吵架啦! 还有一个人要感谢, 叶伟杰小弟, 这段日子辛苦你了, 才知道你那么可爱能干! 还有献给我的另外一位挚友.李秀慧 李秀慧,跟你说, 你将会是我这两年的同桌. 以后发生什么不快乐的事,一定要跟我说. 别独自一个人去承担,一个人流泪. 我认识的李秀慧是一个坚强,三八,勇敢的女孩. 以后就是你陪我一起听课,陪我一起借别人功课抄了. 你一定可以找到比他更好的人. 相信我. =D