Ive lost you, but I wun let go

Ive cried and cried these 2 days.
First, my best friend, Im so sad he hurt himself
Then I lost another best friend,because I didn't trust her enough.
Yau Hong told me not to let her go, I will.
Ive said sorry, but that's not enough.
I know it's not enough.
But I can't control my tears, I was crying when I was typing this post now.
I can't think, I feel empty, I feel worse than dead.
I deserve it.

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