The roller coaster incidents

I checked my facebook on phone this morning
I was so surprised and overjoyed that she forgave me.
That we're friends again.
I smiled to her when I met her today.
I felt happy.
Yet my feelings went downhill when I saw you at the canteen.
Surrounded by Ying Ching, Amanda, Kevin and Shou Yan.
I went over, and saw you struggling to keep yourself steady.
Your eyes were red, you were grasping the chair so hard.
I went to get Chia Yee.
I saw you holding Kevin's and Amanda's hand.
Kevin did not flinch or pull back when he held your hand, his fingers were all purple.
Yet he stared at your face, with determination.
I, Chia Yee , Amanda and Ying Ching were struggling not to cry,
Ying Ching and Chia Yee failed.
But somehow I did not cry.
Because I knew you would win.
You would win the other side of you.
You knew that we all were beside you
That we believed you
I went home. I received Chia Yee's message.
That you won, I always knew you would.
Find us when you can't take it,
Hold our hands
Think of us
We will always be there for you.