Don't think
Today I decided to go to his house to see him, as well as the others.
I arrived at school at 12pm
Then I and Zi Theng walked to Carmen's house together.
After staying a while, Chia Yee's mum fetched me, Zi Theng, Ying Ching, Amanda and Chia Yee back to Chia Yee's house.
Because he had tution with Dr Fong's from 1.30pm till 4,30pm
So we decided to go to Chia Yee's house first.We went to buy lunch at KFC's
When we arrived, Shou Yan was already waiting there.
We went in Chia Yee's room to chat.
And I got to know from Shou Yan what happened to you.
He said you cried.
I feel sad and guilty.
But I managed to control my tears.
I told myself to stay strong.
Its my fault,I must bear it.
But crying won't solve it, I know.
Then Shou Yan went back first, he said he will come back at 6.30pm
We all sat on Chia Yee's bed and cover ourselves up with her blanket and continue to chat.
They made me feel better, even I don't know Ying Ching, Chia Yee and Amanda that well.
But they made me realise what should I really do.
I finally laughed in all these days.
We just chat, so freely, even we don't know each other that well.
Amanda went home around 3.30p.m, we walked to his house to see him just before I went home at 5pm
I feel happy when I see him, even though it was only a few minutes.Although he had became thinner, he looked ok
And I don't feel worried, because Shou Yan will be coming back and Kevin will be coming later. All the others will have dinner with him. He will have someone to accompany him.
I feel relieved , the tension that was in me these days had softened.
They are right, I must let you cool down.
I can't disturb you these days, it's almost exam, I would be a bastard if I keep pestering you.
Even though I said that I deserve it for you not forgiving me, I am still sad.
I know Im lying myself. I really want to see you, but I can't.
Its almost exam, but I haven't done anything.
I also have to start preparing for carnival with the others.
I will keep myself busy at these times.
But I still think of you.
Sorry, I just can say this word here.
I arrived at school at 12pm
Then I and Zi Theng walked to Carmen's house together.
After staying a while, Chia Yee's mum fetched me, Zi Theng, Ying Ching, Amanda and Chia Yee back to Chia Yee's house.
Because he had tution with Dr Fong's from 1.30pm till 4,30pm
So we decided to go to Chia Yee's house first.We went to buy lunch at KFC's
When we arrived, Shou Yan was already waiting there.
We went in Chia Yee's room to chat.
And I got to know from Shou Yan what happened to you.
He said you cried.
I feel sad and guilty.
But I managed to control my tears.
I told myself to stay strong.
Its my fault,I must bear it.
But crying won't solve it, I know.
Then Shou Yan went back first, he said he will come back at 6.30pm
We all sat on Chia Yee's bed and cover ourselves up with her blanket and continue to chat.
They made me feel better, even I don't know Ying Ching, Chia Yee and Amanda that well.
But they made me realise what should I really do.
I finally laughed in all these days.
We just chat, so freely, even we don't know each other that well.
Amanda went home around 3.30p.m, we walked to his house to see him just before I went home at 5pm
I feel happy when I see him, even though it was only a few minutes.Although he had became thinner, he looked ok
And I don't feel worried, because Shou Yan will be coming back and Kevin will be coming later. All the others will have dinner with him. He will have someone to accompany him.
I feel relieved , the tension that was in me these days had softened.
They are right, I must let you cool down.
I can't disturb you these days, it's almost exam, I would be a bastard if I keep pestering you.
Even though I said that I deserve it for you not forgiving me, I am still sad.
I know Im lying myself. I really want to see you, but I can't.
Its almost exam, but I haven't done anything.
I also have to start preparing for carnival with the others.
I will keep myself busy at these times.
But I still think of you.
Sorry, I just can say this word here.
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